D. G. Dean

Some memories are designed to save you.
Other memories may destroy you.

The ScentofForgetting

A Maya Sutton Novel

Coming November 18th I didn't tell him anyway.
Cover of The Scent of Forgetting, a Maya Sutton novel by D. G. Dean: a woman's silhouette filled with a forest road, an ambulance on a rain-soaked street, and ink splatter. M10 — deepest

The story

Maya Sutton is a paramedic. She is steady in the back of an ambulance, warm off the clock, and very good at noticing things.

Then a patient in the back of her rig recites one of Maya's own memories back to her — a tender, private childhood moment, repeated word for word, and named as a lie. Soon she is noticing the same pattern in other patients: memories that match, built the same way, that could not have happened.

Then her own past begins to give way.

A photograph contradicts a memory she would swear to. Records refuse to line up with the life she remembers. A man she remembers loving tells her, kindly, that they were never together. And through all of it she feels watched — and starts to wonder about the man asleep beside her, whose timing was always a little too perfect.

She is right that someone is watching her. She may be wrong about everything else.

Three ways to lose yourself

I

The evidence doubts her

Photographs, records and dates stop lining up, and each answer she finds opens a harder question.

II

She doubts him

Her fear starts building a case against the man who loves her — the timing, the watchfulness, the secrets he keeps.

III

She doubts herself

When your memory is the only witness, who do you believe?

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